Is unforgivingness satisfactory?

If my spirit would allow me to conceive and birth

not FORGIVING you and remaining cold
My mental would be in compliance
in complete alliance

my expressions remaining sold
On the price my heart had to pay
by me not being FORGIVING you
Where’s my SATISFACTION

in holding the wrongs you insulted and assaulted me with?
I have none.
Because the reality is.

My True Reflection

For years the reflection in the mirror 

was who I thought I had been.

For years I heard them call my name

It took turbulent seas  and a life hard spent

To understand the me I was 

and the me who I now claim

The Outcome of .......Peace drenched worship

The day got even better as the hours past

as the moments bloomed into blessed events

my time was spent 

in peace drenched worship

I am content

Now  As I peer into the looking glass

at last

the fantasy showed promise of reality

for me and mine

 life touched by a divine force

undisputed victorious voice

 an advocate for my spirit 

 fearless now as I gravitate near it